I'm okay with the changes occuring. I'm not okay with the way they are going down. There's that quote by somebody "the old ways are no longer acceptable and the new ways ahve not yet emerged." It's a challenging place to be and I'm not sure if I'm actually facing the challenge or fading away from it. Everyday my desire to fade away from it grows. There is no higher ground to be gained in fighting it and there are no solutions in letting it be.