I get it after days of struggling with it. I delved into it when faced with it and paid my two cents. I had been thinking that karma was biting me in the ass but that's not it. For all of the naive pain I had previously held for it I didn't have firsthand knowledge of it and that's what I'm being delivered now. Knowing it from the inside out, looking at it from all sides. It's a challenge of knowledge offered to me. Understanding the unfairness and isolation of it from inside, from the receiving end. Oh I get it now. I don't think it's what she meant to do, no I don't think she's that crisp of forethought. But the universe, ah the universe.... unfolding as it should. Later when I have to deliver the information regarding it I will be speaking as a knower and not an assumer. There are better meanings to things if you bother to look into them, once the emotions have settled.