I'm okay with the changes occuring. I'm not okay with the way they are going down. There's that quote by somebody "the old ways are no longer acceptable and the new ways ahve not yet emerged." It's a challenging place to be and I'm not sure if I'm actually facing the challenge or fading away from it. Everyday my desire to fade away from it grows. There is no higher ground to be gained in fighting it and there are no solutions in letting it be.

Words

Deathmaiden posted a poem in her December 4th entry. I hope she doesn't mind me recommending it to some of you. It's quite sweet and reminds me of a line from a song a friend of mine wrote years ago which I can't remember perfectly well enough to quote but I am going to go get that CD out and listen to it.

Procrastinate

I should go but I'm so tired so I'll stay in this state of nowhere and rue the repurcussions that haven't even begun to show themselves yet.
Once this job is done I just want to take a month off to paint. Recouperate into what I'll do next.