Who am I if I can't live up to my own choices.

Weird Faith

Weird Faith was just at the door. Literally. Faith is a neighbor who is really whacked out and has this unconditional belief in the old testament. Faith will wake you up at 5am to see if you can lend her some butter because Abraham told her to make biscuits. Faith is like that.

Getting closer to the end of my current job & that's entirely cool. So ready for the change. Off to tv land. I hear when you work in tv you don't watch tv. The only problem for me is the tv I'll be working in is stand up comedy, if a=b & b=a will I have to pack in my dream of becoming a stand up comedian?
Some people can only write when everything is very fucked up. I can only be funny when everything is very fucked up so it's probably not a good prospect for my bread & butter anyway, unless everything gets very fucked up & then I'll be on a roll. Otherwise...

What's the word on territory?
Do we have any, anywhere?
What's up with territory these days?
It's not cool to express territory over people, places & things these days yet through this animal instinct we have I see, hear & feel territorial issues going on all the time.
What the hell is territorial?
I need to know. I need to know if I even have a territory that can be insulted. I feel my territory has been invaded in my gut, but my head doesn't ethically or logically believe in territory.
Species evolution & intelligence evolution never seem to be neck in neck, leaving me in a conundrum. If I believe something is my "territory" yet I understand that it is only familiarity of day to day feeling, not at all according to any truth, and someone else doesn't subscribe to my feeling of territory at all, can they actually cross a line with me? If I don't believe I have a territory yet I feel I have a territory and the interloper definitely doesn't believe or feel I have a territory and I understand that and even understand why, what the hell is this feeling of invasion in my gut about?
Damn, can't nobody sing somebody done me wrong songs anymore?
Can't I just be all up in his/her face without all this fairness entering into the picture?
Fuck.